my FB was EUWEUH

tutup akun....mudah2an ini juga postingan terakhir gw...bye all

boleh ya...??

-I call beibz/beph/yank..etc..to her

-love her I love U(was) even More

-give her what I ever give ya(doll,flower,clothes,watch,food,poem/poetry.ring.etc)

-treat her like I treat U(was) like a princess even more...

-take her to avery place that we ever visit,with me or my(swimming pool,waterfall,train,tourist attractions,etc)

-say sweet and romantic words to her

-make the same joke like I was ever act with U

-send & say good morning,good night,have a nice dream,mwach,etc by Phone

-look deep into her eyes and tell how much I........her

-stroked her hair,"mentil" her........,holding her hand,sayin` somethin` behind her ear...wipe her tears every time she cry,listen to all her live load/any complaints,etc...

COZ

-she`s so real and near....spend much time in every day....just to of us.....

now it`s time

it`s time
to stop lovin` U
stop hopin` U
stop find out bout` U
stop to look after U
and start to a new better life
teh last......
start find another girl to married....


Good bye...love of my life......
thx for everything
sorry about all the things.....


take care Ur self.........


let ALLAH find a way for Us and Surelly....
it`s a better way that GOD give to Us.....


Last thing I say.....
and let me say for the last time....





I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...............

I`ve told Ya

Aku dah bilang U don`t know him like what,or What is He looks like..exactly!!??...yg kamu tw dia sempurna..itu saja...

Tw gak Friend...semua orang pada dasarnya baik...terkesan ingin terlihat ini lho gw,,cool,ganteng/cantik,baik & setia....Cinta itu saling mengenal....komunkasi.....saling memberi,cinta dan kasih sayang..saling percaya....tanpa harus ada dusta....juga saling menghargai...

kebayang gak,kalo suatu saat nanti kamu semua,ternyata kecewa dengan orang yg kamu harepin sekarang,ya..mesti kamu bisa maafin dia karna alasan maklum,ato apapun...tapi tetep aja...

buat kamu...ya kamu...sok aja,habiskan masa mudamu dengan apa yg kamu pikir baik,seneng,fun and ngerasa ini lho kamu...dengan bahagia kamu,moga kamu nemuin apa yg kamu cari..yg kamu gak dapetin dari aku.....

aku gak akan Ngelarang..NgeGanggu...atopun..Ngerusak....semuanya...silakan saja...just Enjoy Ur life ^_^
kamu tau apa yg aku kerjain sekarang??mikirin kamu(dah pasti),istiqomah,mengharapkan taufik,hidayah,inayah,dan rahnatnya... tapi untuk yg pertama..daripada mikirin kamu aku lebih mikirin masa depan aku...

Jujur...memang sakit,,,tapi apalah daya...justru aku lebih menikmati kesakit hatian ini dengan lebih mendekatkan diriku pada-Nya...biarlah semua menjadi proses alur kehidupan qta berdua...aku tau Tembok penghalang antara qta begitu Tinggi,Begitu Besar....jurang pemisah antara qta begitu jauh dan dalam....sehingga tak mampu tuk qta tembus/hancurkan...kau telah memilih begitupun aku dengan kesendirian dan penantian ini...hingga ku tak sanggup dan akhirnya menyerah....dan memilih untuk menghabiskan sisa hidup dan cintaku dengan ikatan suci pernikahan dengan yg lain...bukan kamu...ya bukan kamu..orang yg aku harapkan saat ini...kita lihat sejauh mana...ku harap tidak akan ada penyesalan....saat kau melihat NUR yg berkilauan dalam diri ini..dan nyata bukan untukmu...namun ku kan menunggu hingga saat itu tiba...kau memminta hatiku kembali....ku harap belum terlambat........

who I want to meet

Who I Want to Meet

Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain
The silence
I'm screaming,calling out your name

And I do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah, you'll lose the side of your circle
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye

To be is all I gotta be
And all that I see
And all that I need is time
to me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight

The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all right

She's already taken,
She's already taken,
She's already taken from me

The day you said goodbye